A New Beginning

Do you know what? I broke up with my ex on Monday and I thought it would be the end of the world but the great thing was, it wasn't!
Moving on, although seems hard, is actually quite easy (or was in my case). I have made some closer friendships from the whole ordeal and discovered how many people love and appreciate my company. The fact of the matter is that although you think these break ups will bring you down, if you out weigh everything that went good and everything that went bad you realise it was worth it all along.
I feel so close to so many people and I have been brought even closer and reminded who my friends are and that they are always there for me. Likewise, I will be for them.
The things I have learned is that break ups are pratically decayed friendships, while you can remember the good times it is important not to over indulge yourself in the past.
You can be single again which means you can have crushes and source out your perfect match, even days after the break up. It means you can really explore the magic in your friendships and do things differently the second time/third/fourth etc. You can let your heart fly off on thoughts and tangents without feeling guilty about any other person.
I over-romanticise everything but I have a pretty good idea of how I want my next adventure to start, I very good idea. I know the kind of person I want, and I know it sounds stupid and that I'm too young but I'm just filling the missing links again.
But I have moved on, as quick as it sounds, because it seems he's moved on. I won't dwell over it and cry myself to sleep. I'm just focussing on my friend's, college, work and ultimately finding my Mr Right.
The worst part is missing the cuddles and the individual things a relationship gives you, so open your arms wide at my approach and welcome me with a cuddle. :)